What is it I've done to these people for them to hate me so much?? Where do I begin? I post too many inspirational messages. Same for positive, and motivational posts. I'm what they call an "Attention Whore". Thus their name "Flame War Whores!" I am too nicey-nicey. They don't like that I sign a majority of my posts with "God Bless, LauraChristine". I am self-righteous, and want everybody to do things my way, I am a whole slue of names regarding to 'stupid'. Oh lets see what else?? Oh I'm trailer trash, boo hoo, ridiculous stuff! Hell one even wants to take a bat and smash my head in, AND tear my precious heart out. Damn..what I do to her...oh yeah, she does't like my "love yas" or my (gigglin). I'm also 'ignorant' and pitiful. Oh wait, still more! This one is good, I eat my young. Ahhhh... I am a witch! Most of them hate my typing skills...and spelling! I use God as a weapon...I have absolutely NO CLUE what that one means. Oh just seen this one..I'm a whore! And a FREAK!! Funny, I'm suppose to be the Attention whore...but look who keeps me in the spotlight? Can't figure that one out!

There IS more...they not only gave me hell in the forums, but started sending me hate qmail. I'll be honest they TRULY upset me at first. Even sent me to the hospital Sunday. But did they stop there?? NO, they have formed some silly club called "The Blair Witch Project", from what I've seen of this latest joke of theirs they enjoy posting my posts from quitstop, and than just making fun of me left and right! Reminds me of my kids..ages 12, 8 and 7! Then they posted a link to my quit site...not sure why on that one yet. Probably to get easier access to my diary there. WHICH today they posted my entry in my diary from my quit site. And once again, enjoyed having a laugh or two at my expense. But hey...what the hell...as long as they enjoyed themselves.



I could go on some more, but honestly they really aren't worth it. Building this site helped me get rid of my frustration. Healthy people vent without being vindictive to others! And tomorrow, if not sometime tonight, they'll come to see if I put my diary back up and find this, and have something to talk about for the rest of the day! But I could give a rats ass!

WHY do they do this? I'm really not sure. But my theory is that they have failed so many times in their own quits (mind, you nothing wrong with that, I've had many), but they HATE to see anyone else actually quitting, especially a NEWBIE, like myself! Some sound like very bitter, angry people. While others I believe are only followers. Maybe their jealous, that I don't HAVE to work, because my husband has an excellent paying job, therefore I can stay home with my children, AND YES, stay in bed all day if I chose-someone made reference to that. I think their possibly sad, pathetic, lonely individuals, with very empty lives. And this is where I say, some people are sooooooo miserable in their lives, that the only way they can find any enjoyment, is to see others AS miserable as them, if not worse. Now that's pathetic! Do I think I'm better than these people, no! I am just a woman, that needs to stay quit, or die, and needs an online support forum to get me through this. Yet for some odd reason, they have chosen ME to vent their anger and whatever else on! And yes GOD BLESS them...cause they need it! AND I am sure something WILL be said about my holier than thou attitude, and the graphics upon this page! BUT WHO CARES!